This is actually something that I am really worried about. The worry that I am filling up my time with mindless busyness instead of doing actual work.
To be honest, I think I have been doing ‘work’ that doesn’t really benefit my life in any way.
I think it is because it is easy for me to give in to temptations and procrastination especially so if my body is just exhausted from all the other activities that I have engaged in.
It is a constant battle to do what I should be doing with what I want to be doing. And I feel that I’m slowly losing that battle.
A constant reminder is needed.
I’m just disappointed in myself for giving in too easily because, deep inside, I know that I have so much potential to succeed.
Honestly, I wonder how those high-achievers and all-rounders do it. It amazes me every single time.