Let me be honest.
There’s something that I seek but I know that deep down I am not ready for it.
It is to the point where I fear it. Appalled at the idea of it.
But I know that one day it will happen and when it does, I won’t be ready.
The heart flutters like the soft wings of a butterfly,
And a cheeky smile arise.
An emotion that cannot be understood,
An emotion that shouldn’t take root.
But the rational mind runs to hide,
Which lets the heart to be the guide.
A reality that is truly scary.