Is this all an act?

To be honest, I don’t know if what I’m doing is an act, if all the ‘hustle’ that I’m doing is an act.

Sometimes I wondered to myself whether I’m faking all of this, whether I truly want all of this.

Am I lying to myself and also lying to the world?

Am I portraying myself as someone that I’m not?

I don’t know. I guess I have these moments where I began to doubt my own character, my own personality, and whether what I’m doing is reflective of who I am as a person.

Maybe I’m doing it for the likes, maybe I’m doing it for recognition and fame?

I don’t know. I just hope that I’m doing it for myself, to develop myself. I just hope that what I’m doing will be fruitful in the end.

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2 thoughts on “Is this all an act?

  1. The only answer is whether or not you got compensation, you would still be doing what you do. If not, then you know.

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  2. It is also natural to want something in return for all the work, so it’s a confusing situation. The answer is which one you want more, in my opinion.

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