Is this all an act?

To be honest, I don’t know if what I’m doing is an act, if all the ‘hustle’ that I’m doing is an act.

Sometimes I wondered to myself whether I’m faking all of this, whether I truly want all of this.

Am I lying to myself and also lying to the world?

Am I portraying myself as someone that I’m not?

I don’t know. I guess I have these moments where I began to doubt my own character, my own personality, and whether what I’m doing is reflective of who I am as a person.

Maybe I’m doing it for the likes, maybe I’m doing it for recognition and fame?

I don’t know. I just hope that I’m doing it for myself, to develop myself. I just hope that what I’m doing will be fruitful in the end.


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