It is interesting to see and realise that time pass by so quickly.

In almost an instant, we’re in Week 10 of the school term.

And what have I done in the past 10 weeks? Nothing much, barely surviving.

I think this is the start of something new for me. I have finally sunken in into sort of a daily routine and I think that I am finally getting my sh** together even though I planned to take control of that like 8 weeks ago.

Anyway, yea. I’m excited for the last few weeks of the school term and to get this semester over and done with.

I think over the months, I have dropped a very solid routine that had given me a sense of control over my life but I guess due to roiling emotions and the lack of discipline, I’ve discarded most of them.

Such things are like:

  1. Exercise: I have yet to start exercising regularly, independently. I am trying to run frequently but yea, the key word is ‘TRY’. Since Silat is on an off-season right now, I don’t have other avenues or allocated time to exercise.

    Furthermore, it has been months since I last when to the gym and gosh, I’m kinda missing the weights but I don’t think I can allocate time for that. An approximate of 1.5 hours in the gym 4 times per week is too much of a burden out of my day of approximately 16 hours.

    What I can think of is to do a marathon-style training where running is the main thing accompanied by some calisthenics. Heck, I need to do this thing.

  2. Studying: I sort of found a way to study smart (like finally). The use of mind-maps seem to work for me and I think I will continue on that route.

    I need to start revision too. I don’t think I can afford to risk any more marks in this final stretch.

  3. Routine: Routine is key to success and I was so motivated in the past. Unsure why sh** happens but yea, I need to find that routine again. Now, I have sort of a routine but I just have to keep my discipline up.
  4. THE HUSTLE: I guess this is the most important thing that I’ve lost in the past few months. I hadn’t been hustling as hard as I wanted to and even if I did, I didn’t feel it.

    It was what that drove me and now, I’m quite disappointed in myself.

Anyway, that’s that. Just a few things for me to think about and fix. Can’t wait to get back on track. I am trying.