As of late, I found out a really bad trait that I have, jealousy.


Out of all the other bad traits that I have, I cannot believe that jealousy would be the one that I have. Really. I am legit surprised when I realised this.

Like, heck. I can’t believe I feel this way. I mean, even though I know that it is not proper and all, and not a place for me to say anything, but I still feel a strong sense of pain and jealousy. Like… I feel that I am shortchanged in one way or another.

Sigh. I mean I shouldn’t even feel this way but sadly I do.

Why though.

It has already happened several times and myself, if I don’t solve this soon, it might become a huge baggage in the future.

Gosh, I really hope I don’t carry this emotion all the way into adulthood. It is just isn’t right.