As usual, I fell asleep in the library after lunch.
The food coma is real. I really think I should eat a diet with lower carbs. Aside from my problem with milk, I really am picking up dietary problems.
I’m wondering what other minor things my stomach cannot take. Hmm…
Anyway, that’s not the point of this post. The point is to just check in and to see if I’m doing fine. I love it here in the library, I really do and I just want to go back to the hard hustling times.
I feel that there are some things I need before I really get back on track. I’m still in a mess right now with demands coming in here and there. Anyway, yeah. Also, need to get the ball rolling again. The motivation to go back to studying is not there. Hmm… I guess it is because I’m just not sure what to do.
Hm… I guess it comes with time.
Anyway, did I tell you that my parents still want me to be a doctor? Oh gosh. Here it goes again. I know I know… but it isn’t my interest, I mean… I can see myself doing that but darn, it’s going to push back a lot of the plans I had set for myself. I guess it can’t be helped. If there’s an option for me to go there, I should just grab it and take it. The thing is that I do not want to be half-hearted when I do something…
Argh. Istikharah I guess.