It is hard to not compare yourself to others.
To see how good they are in the things that you aspire to be good at.
To see how they are admired by the people around them and how they are oblivious to it.
To see how much praise is given to him behind his back.
You just want to be like him, I just want to be like him.
But no. I need to be me. I need to have my own identity, my own strengths (or lack of). I seriously am nothing. My talents are subpar and they’re limited. I don’t think I even have the necessary soft skills to succeed in life, let alone the lack of hard skills. I’m more average than the average Joe I guess…
Still trying to improve in all areas. Still am. I know it takes time and I just need more patience.