Who am I anymore?

I tend to run away from my own mistakes and the most important lesson that I have to start learning is to own my own mistakes.

I seem to have a tendency to run away from anything that troubles me and block them off of my radar but I think doing so is actually damaging to myself and the relationships that I have with other people.

By not owning my mistakes, I become an irresponsible person, not learning and also making the same mistakes over and over again. Over time, it will become a toxic trail that I’ll leave behind.

Therefore, I feel that I need to actually learn to accept the mistakes that I have committed and not hide them or cover them up with half-assed excuses. Be firm about it and admit it.

Sigh.

I’m sorry. I’m just sorry. I don’t know what to do. Who am I anymore?

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