I work as a wedding photographer and every single time I see a couple that is soon to be married, every time I see a photograph of couple for inspiration of poses, I thought about what could have been. It hurts every time to see them smile knowing that if all goes well, if we fought harder for it, that could have been us but I guess He has other plans.
Sometimes too I wonder if we are the ones planning this whole journey and He didn’t really want us to go this route anyway. Maybe it could have been our fault and His plans are to bring us back together. I guess we won’t know. But… like what I said in the previous post, it seems like the answer to my istikharah is that we are not meant to be together but again… who knows yeah? I just don’t want to hold on to any hope and going to let fate runs it’s course