oh gosh. i need a sign, i need a clear sign.
would i regret not doing it? yes.
would i regret not trying? yes.
sigh. there’s so much at stake but yet also, so little.
if she says yes, then all is well.
but if she says no?
what’s the worst that can happen? maybe it’ll be awkward for both of us? tbh, i don’t think so. gosh.
my feelings for her has been the same for so long and… since we’re already putting that hope, why not just go all the way?
hais. i don’t know.
i just need a clear sign. that’s all.