I have to admit that my connection with Allah SWT hasn’t been as strong as I wanted it to be. Most definitely it is because of the things I did. There are just some things that severes and destroys your connection with Allah SWT and my heart knows it.
It is yearning for a stronger connection with Allah SWT and I regret every single time but sometimes I just feel super powerless. Sigh.
Regardless, I hope that I can grow to love Allah SWT and His Prophet SAW even more. I really hope that my connection with Him becomes stronger because that’s what the heart wants. Truly.