I think for now, I can safely say that I am happy with where I am today.
A friend of mine once told me you will never be completely over an ex-lover and you will always have that small special place in your heart for her but what you can do is to learn to live with it and ignore that tug in your heart. What you do with that feeling matters and I can say that it is slowly getting easier.
I am glad as to how far I had come. It has been a painful process and one that I do not want to experience again.
Regardless, I’m comfortable right now. Very much so.
And I think my mind is only focusing on growing my career and my future. Whatever else is secondary. If it happens, it happens and I do not want to force it.
A friend of mine told me in passing that your life has already been planned for you. If it is for you, it will come but also know that nothing lasts forever. Even though it might be for you, it might stay with you forever so cherish them when you have it.